He wants you to know how much He loves you even through the many difficulties and challenges you have faced. Use them to make yourself stronger and more reliant on Him. Make yourself more aware of His goodness by training yourself to see it. He is filling you with His transforming power. It will mark a change in you, it will mark you out. It is the difference between those who want to carry on with their own ways and those who listen to His Spirit and respond to His voice.
His desire and dream is that His goodness will overflow to many. So that His Spirit and His nature is poured into many hearts. He wants a people bursting with joy and thanksgiving. Working amazing miracles and performing signs and wonders to draw people to Him but the greatest desire will be for His Presence.
Transformation will be most evident when people’s hearts are ready to receive His goodness. Some will still try to earn it by trying hard to please Him their way not His ways. I encourage you to rest in Him for He is all you need. His grace extends to you regardless of your life choices. Grace is there because of your decisions whether deliberately self-destructive or otherwise. This grace doesn’t stop when you became a believer. It helps you to make the right choices and decisions through choosing a lifestyle that reflects His forgiveness and goodness. He does not want to control you but He does want to win you over with His love. He is incredibly gentle and patient. He brings correction for your own good. He loves you as you are but loves you too much to leave you like that.