He wants you to know how much He loves you. What He has is yours. Believe in His generosity. He won’t ever let you down. He won’t disappoint you. You aren’t a disappointment to Him.
There is little to prepare you for what is coming. You will just have to trust Him that He knows what He is doing. It will mean surrendering everything. This is not terminal even though surrendering everything feels like that. Neither are you going to collapse under the pressure. However, the enemy is determined to stop you. If he can’t he is going to make it as difficult as possible. You become a target. You will need Him to help you. This is a battle that is not an earthly one, it is a spiritual battle taking place here and now. It requires spiritual insight and understanding. He has given you a spirit and the help of the Holy Spirit to ensure you have everything you need.
You may have been taught to fight your own battles but in this case He is your advocate. He has fought for you already and won. He has done it all. It is Him that sustains and protects you. He has done all that is necessary to set you free. All you have to do is walk in that freedom. Believing the outrageous things He has said about you. Believe them because He has said them. He doesn’t lie nor exaggerate. The world didn’t believe Him and they won’t believe you. Even you may have doubts.
He is encouraging you to believe what you have heard from Him. That there is hope for the world and through you that message of hope comes. No matter how far from that reality you feel. No matter how discouraged you feel. That reality has not dimmed at all. You need to walk in it though. Your feelings will go up and down. His gospel is not based on how you feel. Decide what you are going to do about these feelings of doubt and uncertainty. They won’t just go away. You have a choice believe your feelings or believe Him.
He can see you clearly. He knows what is happening to you. Turn to Him and access His grace. Grace means you get what you do not deserve and don’t get what you do deserve.
You have no idea how good, how kind and generous He is. It will scare you to see it all. Dare to believe He is that good. Better than your wildest imagination. The people who have entered fully into His grace are those who have believed wholeheartedly and with humility.