You are not to underestimate what He has called you to. It is a time for complete devotion to Him. To lay everything down. Nothing else compares to being with Him.
Your past does not determine your future. You are to be like you have never been before. Don’t plod on doing and being the same, make a decision to change. What you are and what you are to be cannot coexist together. You will have to chose one path. Chose the right path. See yourself doing what He has seen you doing. If you don’t know what that is then make it your aim to find out, what could be more important.
Ask Him what it is. It is the single most important thing you can ever do. Do all that you can to do all you have been called to do. Don’t waste time being what you are not. Be what you are meant to be.
You have to understand the purposes to which He has called you. There can be no guesswork. As He reveals His plans to you, your desire should be to fulfil them. As He reveals heaven’s resources, you are to draw from them and use them. To do this you will need you to be very focussed. Be consistent in seeking His will. Be dedicated and devoted to Him. You were born for such a time as this. He has already started preparing you. Be ready for the moving of His Holy Spirit.