He believes in you. He has confidence in you. He knows you and He understands you. He made you and knows what you are capable of. Let Him show you how He sees you. It takes time and persistence.
If you are willing to go wherever He sends you and do whatever He asks you. Then ask Him the question and be prepared for an uncomfortable answer
Don’t replace The Holy Spirit with the Book.
Be disciplined. That is more than routine. Discipline is pulling away from wandering off doing your own thing, getting distracted and keeping on the path you are on with Him. Do this every day, we have a tendency to wander.